We can’t always be predicting what will be happening next, and sometimes all the changes seem to be happen all at ones. It demands from the mind a lot to be able to adjust yourself to all the changes happening but when you don’t have the change to take the time to soak in all with time, for your own sake, just go with the flow and trust that everything will workout for you.

After the loss of my beloved pet, which made my world go around, and literally I felt like the bottom from my life just vanished with him, I were got into serie of other changes too. You know the times when everything seems to be happening all at once, at first nothing seems to go as planned and then, most of the things just start to move and click. Not always as you were planning them to do so, and you may be surprised in many ways during the time, but still, somehow  there is some sort of sense on everything, as long as you don’t resist the change. 

Change is not easy, and past few weeks I have been feeling like I’m constantly stumbling on with every step, and  just hoping that my feet would keep on carrying me. I have been frustrated, feeling like giving up, again and again, and I have been also having difficulties to trust that the hard times will pass. I have been crying from pure tiredness, but also from the grief, as I have been feeling like there has not really been any time to really take time to adjust myself to everything that has been happening – and all the changes happening just in weeks. 

I have also been feeling like now I’m hitting on my limits and I would not survive from any other setback, as there has been already so much on the pate to handle. But as I have been feeling like I have been burdened under all the setbacks, things have been taking a new route and little pieces of relief have been occurring. Bad times do come with a silver lining of some sort, you know. It just demands you to keep up the optimism – even the times that there seems not to be any reason for it whatsoever.  

When all the pieces are molding and getting new shape, it can be really confusing time, especially if everything happens all in once. Personally, I would like to have everything happening one thing at the time, but thats not how the life goes. Even tho we really need to be careful what we wish for, as the harder periods also do serve their purpose.

Sometimes the hardships are needed to change the perspective, to make the needed adjustments. To grow.